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Maratón dé Buenos Aires: Start to finish

Note: I’m finally finishing up these blogs, weeks after returning from South America. Part of it was that our trip was so jam-packed that it was exhausting to write coherent blog posts as we traveled. Another part of it is that I’m in denial that the trip is over. So, these blogs become a way to document and remember one of the most fulfilling experiences of my life so far.

First, some theme music.

Chariots of Fire is my all-time favorite movie and on the night before both races, I always play the Chariots of Fire theme song. Please enjoy as preparation for reading this post.

5:00 a.m.

I couldn’t sleep. Too nervous. The puttanesca from last night was at war with my stomach. That made me more nervous.

Alarm goes off. I get up. Shower, put on running clothes and triple-check with grab bag. Tie and re-tie my shoes. Is my CHIP on correctly? Yes, it is. Stop worrying about it.

5:45 a.m. Phone rings. An annoyed man on the other line says something about a taxi and says my name. At this point, I’m not going to bother trying to figure out what he’s saying. I say OK. He repeats himself, speaking much quicker. OK. He hangs up.

Dad comes out of his room. Everything okay?

Yes, it is. I’ll see you in a bit.

I go outside to wait. I’m officially on the clock.

***

The Buenos Aires marathon began in the spring of 1984, although the city counts a marathon held in 1903 as the first modern race in Argentina. Buenos Aires hosted numerous competitions and games in the 20th century and has cultivated a strong passion for long distance running from the 1970s onward.

Aside from 2002 (the year of the economic crisis), a marathon has occurred in the city every year. In 2003, the marathon reconstituted with new sponsors and a new route with 900 runners. Since then, it rapidly grew to become South America’s largest marathon, with 8,000 runners in this year’s edition. (It was reported that close to 9,000 ran, which wouldn’t surprise me.)

Much of the appeal of the maratón is the route. The city is flat, with a decent coastal breeze coming for the majority of the route. Spring brings cooler temperatures but more so, low humidity. With the exception of dust and pollen, this is the perfect time to run in BA.

Map of the Buenos Aires marathon

Map of the Buenos Aires marathon

The route is mostly a loop through the entire city. The start and finish line are on the tip of the Belgrano neighborhood. From the start, runners pass through Palmero and Recoleta, then hit the main highway to turn onto the city center. From there, runners traversed through alleys and side streets to get to Avenida 9 de Julio (the widest avenue in the world), Plaza de Mayo and the San Telmo and Las Bocas neighborhood on the south end of the city.

One of the highlights: The famed Boca stadium in the La Bocas neighorhood.

One of the highlights: The famed Boca stadium in the La Bocas neighborhood.

Runners make a turn toward the ports, go through Puerto Madero and the ecological reservoir then head up Avenida Figueroa Alcorta, taking a last run around the lake to the finish.

***

6:00 a.m.

I head out to wait outside the apartment complex. Party goers are heading back to wherever they came from. Taxis filled with one-day lovers finishing their make out sessions breeze through the streets.

No taxi for me.

The day before, Dad and I rode to the starting line to watch the preparation and get a sense of time and distance. From our calculations, it was about 5k from where we were in Palmero to the starting line.

I gave myself until 6:15 to decide to wait or start walking/running. A taxi would come by, then speed off. Another one. Then another one.

At 6:10, the street went silent. The sun was starting to come up.

Alright, Plunkett, time to walk?

Shit. This is going to suck.

***

There has been one pressing thought that has haunted me for most of my training. It wasn’t how well I was going to do. It wasn’t how I was going to smuggle in my Hammer energy gels into Argentina or which compression socks to wear.

It was: How was I going to get there?

I don’t mean getting to Argentina or Buenos Aires, but the corner of Avenida Figueroa Alcorta y Monroe. This corner was the start/finish line for the marathon. And this corner has been on my mind for months.

The metaphorical thoughts aside, I really stressed about how the hell I was going to physically get there. Here’s why: The race was Sunday morning at 7:30 a.m, which meant the Subté (the metro line) wasn’t open. Buses were running but street closures began the night before and the route diversions could leave me farther away from where I needed to be. That leaves walking or running or get a taxi.

Everything I had read about taxis in Buenos Aires boiled down to two things, most of which was the taxi force was a mafia and they are known for screwing over foreigners. If you don’t know Spanish, well, pay attention, look at the pesos and watch the driver’s eyes at all times.

Good. God.

As you can see, this was weighing on my mind. This last 5k of getting to the damn race became the claw in my brain.

The recommendation was to call a taxi company the night before and make a reservation. I’m going to skip over the conversation but it involved being hung up twice, having the taxi dispatcher yell at me in the fastest variation of Spanish I’ve ever heard and me saying my address five times because I didn’t know what else to say.

Nevertheless, the reservation was made and I attempted to go to bed. By attempted, I was as nervous as I’ve ever been. Hell, that doesn’t even begin to explain it.

I had made it this far and I sure as hell wasn’t going to be derailed by some taxi mafia. Even if it meant I ran another 5k for the hell for it, this was going to happen. I’d come too far to be stopped by this, right?

Right?

***

6:14 a.m.

I turn to walk but look at the street one last time. Coming from the west were two people.They are dressed in running garb.

This is a possibility.

I check for the white tote bags from the marathon. They have them!

I call out, señor, señorita!

They look around, not sure who’s talking to them. I call out again. I hold out my bag and anxiously ask.

Maratón?

Ah, sí!

Taxi or walk?

Oh, we’re taking a taxi.

They speak English.

I exhale and beg to go with them.

Of course, of course.

***

At the 19th kilometer, I nearly slipped on a banana peel.

The fact that the marathon offered fruit in addition to Gatorade and water was a welcome addition. Everything about this race was well-organized and well-done. The bag drop, long a source of tension and frustration for runners, was easy to find and easier to get the checked gear once the race was done.

The half-way mark

The half-way mark, sponsored by Adidas.

All the kilometer markers were easily identifiable and the staff was very nice and professional. The military helped out with security, which was quite odd at first to see but they seemed to blend in.

There was even entertainment. A couple dances the tango, a great Elvis impersonator and an even better Michael Jackson impersonator as we crossed the Plaza de Mayo. It helped with the running.

Hard to see (and pardon my thumb) but there's Elvis.

Hard to see (and pardon my thumb) but there’s Elvis (this is leisure suit Elvis.)

I was about 2.5 hours behind the winning group, so when I got my fruit and water, the road was littered, and I mean littered, with banana and orange peels.

I did slide. Twice. Luckily, I didn’t fall. In fact, I didn’t struggle much during the race. No joint problems and no blisters to speak about. I had minor aches and pains (and a sore left ankle that was a minor annoyance the rest of the trip) but that was it.

Although, slipping on a banana peel would have made for a great story…

***

6:17 a.m.

The couple was Marcelle and his wife Medira from Saö Paulo, Brazil. This was their second marathon in Buenos Aires and they assured me this was a wonderful course.

We headed to Plaza Sarimento to get a taxi. After we were refused twice and another driver told the hot Argentine instead of us (to which Marcelle and Medira mocked with impunity. I can attest that the tensions between Brazilians and Argentines is very real), we finally got a driver and headed over.

A few street diversions later, we made it near the starting line.  They paid (and insisted I didn’t pay, which was beyond generous) and we parted, they to their running group and me toward the starting line.

The best of luck to you in your race, Mike.

For what I struggled with and lamented as my biggest obstacle, God had gone before me and put in its place comfort and joy.

***

Speaking of entertainment, I met some of the best people along the way.

Luigi and Giancarlo were older gentlemen from Italy. I knew they were from Italy because they told everyone they were from Italy. Plus, it was also on their running t-shirts.

They stopped at every tourist spot and took a picture. It was a testament to how fast they were running (and how slow I was going) they we stuck together for nearly half the race.

Coming along to three-quarters of the race, I kept hearing some yell at the staff. What’s that all about? I finally spotted the runner, a gregarious fellow wearing a Venezuela shirt.

I gotta go talk to him.

His name was Fidel and what he was doing was asking the beautiful female staffers to cheer louder for him as he passed by. One successful, he pledged his love and fidelity (yup, that’s very punny of me!) to each of them. For Venezuelans, there’s plenty of love to go along.

In my broken Spanish, I tell him I’m half-Venezuelan, visited Caracas with my biological father in 1999 and wanted to go back. He was thrilled and in his broken English told me how the city has changed post-Chavez and the hope for the future.

He, like me, ran to finish.

There were Chileans (Chi-Chi-Ch-le-le-le!) and Brazilians. Lots of choruses of sí, sé puede! I thought I saw a few Australian flags on t-shirts. All in all, it was a sea of yellow and us who choose not to wear the official shirt.

But I kept wondering: Where’s Dad?

***

7:00 a.m.

From this point, time is starting to speed up. Runners everywhere, stretching, jogging, laughing with cohorts. Long, long lines to the bathroom, which was a clear indication of the elite runners and everyone else. Everyone else (me included) waits, takes a breath and hopes for the best.

The elite go wherever they can. And I’ll leave it at that.

I see four women with USA and American flags on their shirts.

I called out, Amerícanos!

They look at me.

I ask, where are you guys from?

Oh my god, you’re American! We thought we were the only ones here.

Just before we parted, the lead woman said when I called out for them, she was afraid I was going to throw shit at them.

New Yorkers.

Announcers were on the microphone and runners hustled to get into line. A few more stretches in and I was in place. From my vantage point, it didn’t seem like a large crowd. As you can tell from the photo, that’s not the case.

8,000 people on their way.

8,000 people on their way. (Photo courtesy of the marathon staff).

Crowds are cheering, lights from the ESPN station are glaring onto the first competitors ready to start. The countdown begins: diez, nueve, ocho…

It catches me by surprise. After all this, it starts now.

***

The back-end of the marathon was a long stretch through the ports. Miles and miles of open space. The sun was out, the running crowds thinning. It was the spot of the race where the drag kicks on.

Energy starts to wear, the iPod playlists start over. The finish line a ways away but it’s too far to start over. The only way out is through.

The long stretch of the Ports

The long stretch of the Ports

I’m moving and I hear, “And there’s the runner.”

Here’s my Dad, riding and filming. I was glad to see him, my hug nearly pushed him off the bike. He had made it.

Dad still had his bike from the day before but I wasn’t sure if they would let him follow. But his presence was very much welcome.

I made the joke on Facebook that it felt like the transitions of “Mike Tyson’s Punch-Out.” Dad wasn’t my trainer but he became my pacer. His encouragement and stamina to stay with me made all the difference.

At this point, most runners hit the wall. Contrary to popular opinion, the wall is more of a nutritional issue than a mental one.

I had prepared myself for the wall. Energy gels, NUUN energy tablets and bananas kept me nice and full. The weather was glorious. As I mentioned before, I hit the wall during my training but was prepared for what happened in the race.

When I game to 32km (about 20 miles), I told Dad, “OK, if I hit the wall, it should come right about now. So, watch how I’m doing.”

I kept going. And going. No wall.

Dad said later, “Well, I watched what you did.”

Toward the homestretch, Dad left to get to the finish line. I was tired but still felt good. Seeing the runners who crossed the race, their finisher medals intact, the end was in sight.

I stopped briefly to adjust my ear buds.

WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! FINISH THE RACE!

I took off and sprinted to the end.

***

7:30 a.m.

The line was moving quickly. It only about 90 seconds from the official start to where I was in the crowds. AC/DC is blaring. People are cheering. And yet, I hear silence.

It was quiet as I moved forward. Everything was calm and though I could hear everything and everyone around me, I felt very still. Somehow, I was here. I made it and regardless of how I did or didn’t do, I had already won.

As I got to the finish line, the sound came back. I put my ear buds in, turned on the music and started to run.

Most of my dreams dealt with the finish line. How was I going to feel, what would the weather be like, where was my dad going to be. Those thoughts and feelings got me through long periods of training.

Surprisingly, the real emotion was at the starting line. The naiveté of not knowing what was going to happen and how I would feel. Once I started that race, the wave of emotion hit me.

It was on.

***

Jerry Plunkett!

I yelled toward my father, who was stuck in the crowds trying to get to the finish line. My dad is resourceful, so he meandered the bike through and found his perch. Okay, he’s set.

I wanted it to be over. I didn’t want it to end.

My eyes closed, I sprinted toward the finish. Wait, I want to see this. I want to see me finish with my own eyes.

I cross. And it’s over.

I did it. Start to finish.

Marathon de Buenos Aires is a success.

Marathon de Buenos Aires is a success.

October 13: Maratón dé Buenos Aires. 42.195km. Time: 4:54:16, 2:27:22 21k split; avg 6:56/km.

***

A month later, it’s still difficult to fully explain the successful running of the marathon. I’ve found myself looking at 2014 marathon schedules, seeing where I can get my next fix. And yes, it is a fix.

The Buenos Aires marathon came about as a whim. Good timing and a bit of grandiosity and lots and lots of training. The marathon was a crazy thought, then a crazy dream, then a reality that required lots of work. Then, it was the real thing. Finally, it was done.

The marathon started as one thing but ended up being something different. It was an adventure but it was an adventure I shared with my dad. It was our adventure, our race. In my mind, we finished together.

Bienvienidos a Buenos Aires (Also known as finding true South)

We’re here!

It’s technically day two of our trip. Getting here and getting adjusted was one very, very long day (New note: I’d say two long days) . I knew it would be an adventure trying to get down here. I’ve traveled some and my dad has never been outside the country. My Spanish is very rusty, his Spanish skills are nonexistent. We both recognized that our lack of Spanish were going to be tough and it’s been very tough the past two days trying to negotiate our way through. I’d say it’s at this point (about 2:30 am on Saturday) that we are starting to get a handle on how to let this city work with us and we with it.

There’s still a sense of surreality in the air, but now, it’s the surreal feeling that we’re walking on real streets and eating real food. Even flying down to Atlanta, this trip didn’t seem real. It was still an abstract concept, something I thought about but it was a far-away dream. It wasn’t until I saw the sign for the flight to BA until it hit me. This. Was. Happening.

From Terminal F in the Atlanta airport. And yes, we were an on time flight.

From Terminal F in the Atlanta airport. And yes, we were an on time flight.

On the way down, I sat next to a guy named Elder G. He was part of a large group of Mormon missionaries starting their two-year mission in Argentina. A Denver native, he and his group were coming straight from Salt Lake City, still in their suits, to travel to South America. I thought my journey was long, they were traveling about two days straight.

Based on my upbringing, I’ve always had mixed feelings about Mormons. If anything, the level of commitment and devotion is quite something. Once you get pass the feeling that they are there to convert you (which, mind you, they are to a certain extent. And when I did short-term missions as a teenager, that was my ultimate goal as well), it was a great conversation.

Once we started talking, we both lamented the state of Christian dating, the perils of not knowing Spanish and the difficulties of being thrust into positions of leadership and accountability when you know you’re not prepared.

Preparation. That’s been the word of the past six months for me. Hell, the past year or so since I first thought about doing this trip. How prepared was I going to be to travel, to run a marathon, to navigate everything that’s going to happen? I like to think I’m fairly self-sufficient and know how to do life. Even though I see that for the fallacy that it is, it still brings me comfort. A false comfort, but comfort nonetheless.

But that needed to change. One of the biggest reasons for doing this trip was that it would require me to rely on others. Sounds weird, I know. You had to go to the other side of the world to learn this lesson? It’s more than just the after-school life lesson, it’s the in-your-face reality of being in an absolute foreign context to get through this experience.

On the bus from the airport to the city, my dad and I ran into a lovely woman who was visiting her family and friends in BA. She’s a veterinarian in Ireland, who lived in the States for many years. She was able to help us figure out which car to get into and how to get to the apartment we’re staying at in Palmero SoHo. Without her, we would have been lost.

Or the nice gentleman at the coffee shop who explained how to properly order a cafe here in Argentina. Or the security guard in the apartment who although doesn’t speak English, spoke with enough clarity that I understood every word he was saying.

However, this goes deeper. As much as I prepared for the marathon and prepared for this trip and really didn’t prepare in my survival Spanish, that doesn’t matter now. We’re here, it’s now and everything starts over.

***

Part of preparation deals with direction. As in, which way is north?

It took my dad and about 30 hours, complete with two arguments, an extra hour walking through the lovely streets of the city after dinner Thursday night and staring at Google maps for a few hours Friday to realize that north wasn’t the issue. We didn’t want true north, we needed true south.

Here, everything is flipped. We both went to school and I have an advanced degree, dammit! You’d think we’d now this. Like many pearls of wisdom, you don’t need until right after you needed it most. What we thought was vertical was horizontal. Oh, Avenida Santa Fe runs west/east. We’re in the northwest part of BsAs, not the southeast part. Basic stuff.

We’re still trying to figure it out. This is our first time in the southern hemisphere and while everything and everyone looks the same, there does seem to be something a bit different. Perhaps it’s the shadows during the day. Or how the sun rises and sets. It might be the direction of the water going down the toilet (which is different, at least, it looks different. Mind you, I do my best not to pay attention back home. Perhaps I should.) But something feels different. Hopefully, we can put a finger on it by the time we leave.

For now, we’ve figured out south. The marathon will go north to south, but even though, it’s not more slightly northwest to slightly southeast back to true north, then northeast for the majority of the way, finishing at northwest.

Sorta like that.

***

Back to Elder G, he was dealing with this struggle of adventure and preparation and direction at age 20. We talked about how he felt nervous if people would respond to him, how he would deal with being so far away from home and honestly, if this was the right thing for him. I knew some things at age 20, going to Oxford and such, but I found myself in awe of what he wanted to accomplish.

As the flight was about to touch down, Elder G. looked at me and said, “So, I expect to read about the 33-year-old American who won the Buenos Aires marathon.”

I laughed and told him that will be a 33-year-old East African who wins this race most likely, but you’ll definitely read about the 33-year-American who had the most fun while running.

He laughed and said I was crazy.

I’ll take that.

The back of our apartment in Palmero Soho, which I believe is facing northwest. I think.

The back of our apartment in Palmero Soho, which I believe is facing northwest. I think.

Training #14: Seven days

Monday: 8.99km, avg 6.25/km

Wednesday: 10.03km, avg 5:57/km

Thursday crossfit: Mobility stretches, handstands (able to do a full handstand off the wall for 30 sec!), deadlift (deficit), 2x, 115; 2x, 135; 1x, 145
Metcon: 3 rounds, 30 sec, 30 sec rest. Chinups (3/4″ bands), jump ropes (singles), dumbbell squats (35 lbs). Total 134

Saturday: 9.62km, 6:44/km

Here it is: one week until the marathon. I leave for Argentina Wednesday afternoon, meet my father down in BA Thursday afternoon and get this show on the road.

I was warned that tapering either would be a positive experience or a nightmare. For me, it’s been a total nightmare. I’ve gotten use to running and working out so much that although I’m tired and happy to be doing shorter runs, my body is confused as to when to ramp up for the next 10k after I’ve done the first 10k. What gives? My legs and knees feel sore, more sore than before. I worry about over-training and every possibility of what could happen races through my mind.

On top of that, this is a destination run, so there’s final details to worry about. Is it going to rain here in D.C.? Atlanta? Argentina? Antarctica? Is it raining anywhere?

Also, our government decided to shut down last week, so most of my favorite places to run are now closed, with armed park rangers in tow. That means more chaos at work. And we officially have a new owner.

Stress, stress, stress.

I knew this wouldn’t be easy and often, it seems like getting to this point has been the true marathon. Actually running the race will be a 4 hour victory lap of sorts. That hasn’t taken away the anxiety and the irritability. Believe you me, when I am anxious, ANXIETY rules the day. I’ve gotten better about control my panic attacks and the training has helped significantly. Still, it’s a pain in my ass.

In our last planning call yesterday, my dad reminded me that the hard work is now done. I completed the training (two short runs are in order Monday and Tuesday but they’re really jogs around the block in what I hope will be cooler weather), did the planning and endured the obstacles that popped up. In his words, now it’s time to kick ass.

Speaking of the trip, this blog will be the spot to read about our adventures in South America. As long as there’s decent wi-fi and I can download my photos, I’ll be posting frequently and posting on Facebook. For those who have read at some point, I truly thank you.

 

Training #13: Two weeks!

Monday: 5.46km, avg 7:09/km

Wednesday: 9:70km, avg 5:43

thursday crossfit

Mobility: animal crawls, jumping

deadlifts (PR, 175 lbs), weighted chinups (5×3)

Metcon: Rowing 500m (2x), handstand wall walks (2x): 1:53/1:59 rowing

It’s down to the finish line. Or in my case, the starting gate.

My legs are tired but good and the tapering will help immensely. The biggest issue is not eating so much. You get use to consuming anything and everything that seems remotely healthy to get nutrients into your system. This week is trying to remain on my best behavior. Next week is carb load up, so I feel a trip to Taylor’s will be in my future on Monday or Tuesday.

I scored a personal record in deadlift during CrossFit. Deadlifts are the “easiest” of the Olympic lifts but it’s still pretty damn hard. I wanted to be able to lift my weight (which at the moment is about 170-172, depending on when you talk to me and what I just ate). I thought 175 would be difficult and it was but I definitely felt I could lift more. That was a good feeling.

At this point, I worry about overtraining. For roughly six months, I’ve ran four days a week and CrossFit once. With some exceptions, that’s been the schedule. It’s been great but I can definitely feel it. My knees get tight, as do my quads and calves. My shoulders are still sore from all those handstands (which I can now do!). I worry how my body is going to hold up but that was the whole point of training. If I didn’t do all this work, then I know my body wouldn’t be able to go the distance.

So now, the goal is to bring it home and enjoy the ride.

 

Training #12: The long week

Monday: 7.80/km, avg 6:56

Tuesday: 9.70km, avg 6:12

Wednesday crossfit: Handstands, split jerk (105)
4 stations – 30 seconds – 3x through
Sideways med-ball throw – 5 feet away, alternate sides – (16)
Renegade Rows – (40)
Ab mat sit-ups
Barbell Thrusters – (75) Total: 119

Friday: 12.55km, avg 6:00/km

Saturday; 32.01km, avg 6:39/km

Total kilometers ran: 62.06 km (about 39 miles)

No wonder I feel tired.

As you can see from the marathon countdown, the days are coming closer. Not going to lie, it’s very real now. I’m making plans with my dad and getting the last details together. What has been a dream, an idea and some plans is about to become reality.

And that’s terrifying.

No matter. My goal the next 2.5 weeks is to eat well. Aside from the Ben and Jerry’s ice cream I just ate, I feel pretty good. I ate some bread over the weekend to help ease the 20-miler. It does help but I was warned that nutrient deficiency will be in full force. Three days out, I’m still feeling it.

By the way, did I mention I ran a 20-miler? 20 miles! Combined with the 7 I ran the day before, I was pooped. Still am. With tapering, I should have enough time to regain my legs and have full energy going into the marathon.

Now the goal is to get to Argentina. Just get there.

 

 

This is a reminder

Finally!

It took about a decade and taking the day off from work but I finally got to see Travis in concert. Luckily, they haven’t broken up and are touring in support of their new album.

Travis is one of those bands whose songs have stuck to me. Many of their tunes are grafted into memories and experiences that have been incredibly formative for me in my 20s. If I could use one word to describe their songs, it’s vivid. Their songs are vivid, bright and colorful. They are often full of melancholy and sadness but the full spectrum of those feelings that once feels in a dream or in the early morning. That kind of vivid.

They played a great show at the Lincoln Theater, which is also beginning its own kind of renaissance here in the District. The set list was a bunch of old and new songs and the acoustics were fantastic (as judged by a great rendition of “Flowers in the Window” without mics or amplifiers).

But those songs, for whatever reason, they stick. “Sing” takes me back to a gas station on the way to Callicinto Ranch in Hemet. “The Invisible Band” was just released and when I first heard “Sing,” it stuck to me. I can still remember that moment now.

I heard “Why does it always rain on me?” in England and always hope that someone would have the cajones to play that in a church service. It demands to be played in church.

But for these purposes, there’s this song.

The first single from “The Man Who,” “Writing to Reach You” conveys a yearning. A yearning I had (and in some respects, still do) to say what I wanted to say.

Back in 2001, I was the editor in chief of my school newspaper in SoCal. It wasn’t much, a weekly newspaper, some spot color and stories about coming and goings and that was about it. I went to a fairly conservative Christian college, so journalism wasn’t given, well, a strong preference among the administration and many students.

One Sunday, I was called at my home. I was drinking my Venezuelan rum (don’t turn me in) when then-campus pastor Chris Brown called. He called me to his office, saying there’s been a major accident involving some students. I hustled over, terrified about having alcohol on my breath and more so, wondering why the hell he called the paper.

The day before, three female students were driving in Echo Park, coming back from a picnic or some gathering. Trying to turn onto Sunset Blvd, the car carrying them was t-boned and sent spinning. Melanie, the driver, died instantly. Andrea, one of the passengers, went to the hospital but died that night. Carrie, the third passenger, was left with minor injuries and was released.

The administration wanted the newspaper to cover the story and was giving me full access. Before this, most things were a fight. Often, it seemed like a fight parents and teenagers would have about curfew and well, mom and dad knew best. This was different.

We were unprepared for something like that. I was fully unprepared and when I tried to get someone to write the stories and they all freaked out on me, then I was completely aware of how unprepared I was.

I called LAPD and got the police report. No charges were filed because the students didn’t properly yield at the corner before turning. How do you put that in a story? You just do.

The paper decided, well I decided, to write the main news story and a feature on both students. The news story was straightforward. I talked with friends and some relatives about Melanie and Andrea. We found a photo of them posing in the Shire Mods. Andrea was a transfer student, Melanie grew up in Glendora. Melanie was in the school orchestra, Andrea played sports (I believe soccer, if memory suits me right).

Thus, it came to writing and there I was, in the Clause newsroom at two in the morning, completely unprepared to write and do this. I couldn’t write a thing. Then, “Writing to Reach You” came on and it stuck. I put that song on repeat and it played for more than an hour as I wrote.

The paper came out that Friday and every single issue was taken. That story changed our relationship with the administration and with the student body. That was already a tough year (our second issue was 9/11, just to give you context) and it didn’t get any easier.

I can say that that moment made me a journalist and that moment has stuck with me all these years. Those two women have stuck with me and I hope that the story did them some justice.

So, Travis played “Writing to Reach You” last night and just like that, I was in the Clause newsroom, age 21, trying to get something right.

The band also played this song from their new album and it’s a great song too. It’s sticking as I write.

Training #11 Worshiping at the Church of the Long Run

Monday (September 9): 8.05km, avg 6:57km

Wednesday: 13.36km, avg 7:02/km

Thursday CrossFit:

Mobility: 30 jumping jacks, spiderman stretch, Lat ball shoulders, glutes

Speed deadlifts:

Romanian dead lifts (40lbs)

conditioning: 4 rounds for time (3:57), 16 medicine balls, 10 ball slams, 10 Russian twists, 10 wall throws

Saturday: 22.54km, avg 6:08/km

Last week was the last vestiges of summer. 70 on Monday, 99 on Wednesday, 70 on Saturday. Now, fall is in full effect. The air was crisp. Everything is now crisp. The running, the living, the road is crisp.

I stopped going to church some time ago. That’s a big deal. I grew up in church and for much of my life, church was the anchor point and the center of my working and relational identity.

During crises of faith and crises of relationships, I still went to church. There was a real comfort in the sense of routine and predictability and I truly feel God’s presence in (most) services and churches.

It started as an issue of logistics with work but then the real issue came forward. It wasn’t doubt (although there is plenty) or a denial of belief. It wasn’t a particular sermon or pastor or anything like that. I came out of the HOLE with a desire to face failures head-on and make changes. The hardest part to acknowledge was that my relationship with church was no longer working and hadn’t been working for a long time.

It’s like this: When you are a child, you have a certain kind of relationship with your parents. You are completely dependent on your parents, which is a mutually agreed-upon relationship that has benefits for both parent and child.

But you grow up and start to find independence and a sense of self-sufficiency and you confront the reality of the world. That reality drives you away from home and toward your new home, wherever that is and with whoever shares it with you. In order for that to fully happen, the dependency bond with your parents must break.

You get the point: I’m still a believer and always will be. Now, I am a member of the Church of the Long Run. Lately, I’ve been listening to classical music and the Latin hymns of Palestrina. It expedites the centerness that comes at that certain point in the run. It calms the mind, relaxes the shoulders, loosens the back and keeps the legs moving. At that point, it’s about the next step and the next breadth.

On these long runs, I imagine myself running the maratón. How will I feel on mile 5? Mile 20? I think about the crowds, the cheering, the music, the tango dancing. I see my father in the crowds as I finish the race. Achievement. Completeness.

Then, my mind travels to Westminster Abbey in London. The vastness, the beauty of the place. Or St. Paul’s Cathedral, the Cathedral in Canterbury, Urquhart Castle on Loch Ness. Cathedral of St. John the Divine in Morningside Heights. These places built as windows into Heaven. I look up and lose my breath.

I finish the run and I pray that God is pleased and glorified.

Training 10: The Wall.

Wednesday: 13.58km, avg 6:03/km
Thursday Crossfit: Deadlift deficit, 115lbs, standing on 25lb weight. Pull-ups 3×8 (did one set with 1/2 inch band), toes to bar (not so much.)
Conditioning: 4 rounds for time: DB swings (40lbs), 15, renegade rows (10x side), ski jumps over DB, 5 times. Time: 5:17.

Friday: 9.7km, avg 6:05/km

Saturday: 28.04km, avg 6:12/km

Total kilometers ran (including Labor Day): 67.46. That translates to 41 miles.

I hit the Wall last week in the training. It wasn’t a nutritional element or an actual running element. In fact, I ran the most kilometers and the best runs in this training.

It was the wall that life threw me. Setbacks across the board but what did me in was bed bugs.

I live in the city in an older building and while, there’s all sorts of fun creatures lurking around these places. I had an infestation earlier this year and it cost me my couch. I thought they were gone but oh no, they were still around.

And has looked like this for the past week.  My apartment has to stay in a state of lockup until the second treatment later this week.

Nevertheless, the training continued. Getting close to the 30 day mark towards the maratón. Amazing.

Training #9: Laboring isn’t lost

Tuesday: 7km, avg 7:27/km

Wednesday: 3km around Meridian Hill Park with 25 jumping jacks, 25 bench pushups, 25 air squats

Thursday: 11:30km, avg. 6:11/km

Saturday: 8:08/km, avg 6:02/km

Monday (Labor Day): 16.14km/avg, 6:12/km

According to Runkeeper, I’m 66% of the way through training.

And I’m terrified. This is really happening.

 

Ok, that’s passed. The next two weeks will be the toughest in terms of distance ran. I’m aiming for about 50-60 km (about 40 miles), with an 18-miler this Saturday and the 20-miler the following Sunday. After that, it starts to taper down and we hit the home stretch toward Buenos Aires.

All in all, I feel good. I feel some soreness in my knees and legs but nothing that hinders me. It’s really the issue of just getting going on the runs. Once I do that and I hit my stride, it feels good to find the rhythm again.

In addition, most of the details for the trip are just about completed. I’m a closeted Type-A personality with a fair amount of low self-confidence, so I overindulge in preparation. That does wonders for me but it leads to issues of over-training and over-preparation.

By this point, I would have most of my trip planned out. However, my approach changed dramatically with my father coming along as a travel companion and support coach. A great man, my dad is as low-key as one can be. Combined with never traveling outside the country before means that every decision is “sure, whatever you want to do.”

That drives me crazy. I’m not quite sure why but part of it is that I usually travel alone. In fact, I’ve done most things on my own.

Part of it is circumstance and part of it habit but my default is to go solo. Nothing gives me more pleasure than seeing a movie during the first matinee showing in an empty theater. Or traveling on your own, where you discover whatever you want in however manner you choose. Such liberation and independence!

And really, it is. While I have lots of friends and have traveled with others, it’s becoming tiresome. Dare I say lonely? How about it was starting to get old.

When I first started thinking about the trip, it was going to be the ultimate solo adventure. Even when I signed up for the marathon, I thought about how I was going to take a picture on Facebook and have everyone celebrate with me online. Yet, it was my victory, my trip. Just me.

Truthfully, I wanted someone to come with me. I just didn’t know how to ask. Or, I haven’t been approachable. I get accused of being a cynic and while I don’t see myself as cynical, I do realize that my attitude isn’t always one of openness and accommodation. Again, there’s lots of reasons for that which are worthy saving for the therapeutic couch but I’ll just say I was grateful when Dad asks if I wanted company.

It’s requiring me to have patience (trying to plan with someone on the other side of the country about a trip on the other side of the world is ‘fun’), which I need. And flexibility, which I need more of and openness, which I need the most.

Cannot wait.

Training #8: Lending a hand(stand)

First off, the countdown: 47 days until El Maratón!

Tuesday: 5.88km, avg 7:44/km

Thursday: 11:30km, avg 6:03/km

Friday CrossFit: mobility drills, handstands (first full handstand off the wall!)
Push press, 5×3: 95 lbs
8:00 AMRAP: Jump split squats, explosive push-ups, sit-ups, dumbbell swings (40lbs). Two full rounds plus 5 pushups

Saturday: 8:17km, avg 6:47/km

Sunday: 22:84km, avg 6:36/km

This past week was the week this became work.

Like I mentioned last week, the initial excitement and motivation has worn off but the trip to South America and the marathon is still far out in the distance. Now it’s habit and internal drive that’s pushing me along.

The weather got hot again and while still recovering from the Jesus Year Extravaganza, I struggled mightily on Tuesday. Schedule to go 8 km, I barely covered 6 km. Thursday was much better, but running in the afternoon without bringing water was a bad decision. Thank God for Starbucks (yup, that’ll be the first and last time you ever read that phrase on this blog).

CrossFit saved me this week. I was able to complete a full handstand off the wall. It took a slight adjustment and shift in perspective and before I knew it, both feet were off the wall. Once it registered, I yelled (upside down, mind you), “Holy Shit, I’m doing this!” As a result, I lost my concentration and fell down. And that experience best sums up my training at this point.

It’s amazing that this is happening and it’s still a bit surreal. It’s now to the point that my neighbors are noticing that I’ve lost weight. My dentist stopped his examination half-way through to ask what my secrets were. I’m noticing photographs of myself and it feels like I’m looking at a different person. Really, it’s a new me.

But that’s only part of the goal and really, it wasn’t the primary goal. The primary goal was to have my outsides match my insides. For me, how I feel and how I’m starting to look is how I feel and how I really look. It’s a relief to feel that way. Again, I’m only half-way there.

For every handstand I complete, there’s runs that I’m struggling to finish. Saturday’s run was good but the Sunday long run was brutal. It was really by God’s grace and extra energy gels that I completed 23km. After a busy weekend with friends in town, the start of another fantasy football season and additional sugar and alcohol, I was sucking wind big-time.

I tried to imagine the finish line and how I’ll feel when I cross the line. That helped me finish. But once the marathon is completed and in the past, there’s another finish line I want to cross. And another. And another. My ultimate objective is to do the work. Keep doing the work.